Sometimes you get so caught up in your own deep thoughts and analyzes that you get distracted from your main objective. Then you miss out on the obvious.
I want to write something to express my emotions. Too much to hold inside, I need to let it go before I loose control. I have to keep them in check. Which isn’t hard. I’ve been doing this for years and practice makes perfect. I want to tell them how I feel. I don’t care about their reactions. I’m doing this shit for my own satisfaction. I do want her but I don’t want you. I don’t want her and I don’t want you. Though whoever reads this might be confused just remember that I’m writing this for me and not for you. There’s not enough space in my head to have these thoughts cramed up in there. They need to escape. I won’t let them break me, I’m unbreakable. A young man wise beyond his years with a beautiful soul. Living out this human existence, experiencing as much as I can. My goal is to grow and learn from these lessons. I feel like the world is in my hands and it’s mine for the taking. This feeling is amazing. It comes from inside so nothing in this reality can deprive me from achieving that one thing we all want, peace of mind and tranquility. I reached the top of the mountain but please don’t call me King. I’m just a man like you are, no more no less. I’m going through this life trying to pass all the tests. And all I can do is give it my best.