It’s absurd, I’ll prolly never get what I deserve. I’m scouring the surface of the Earth in search of the perfect girl. Many missteps and mishaps, I fell in love only to fall flat on my ass. What was I thinking? I didn’t do the math. So it shouldn’t have shocked me when she did me like that. I wish I had a map to help me find the right path to a successful relationship. I’m so tired of this crap. Dating sucks, fuck! I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m moving along walking slowly in a cloud of confusion. Wondering if the next move will be the right move. Or am I just being used as someone’s else’s tool to give their own ego a boost. I was there for all of you like I had nothing to loose. Put my heart on the line. I hung out to dry outside, then watched as the wind came and blew it into the sky. Now these females seem surprised when I’m no longer that nice guy. The asshole has taken over and now it’s his time…..
Inner Thoughts of A Conscious Being 